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"A Pain In My Soul"

How do i tell you i love you when all you do is ask why?
Why must i answer when i know you see the love in my eyes?
When will my heart stop crying from the emotion that’s overtaken me?
And when will you truly see that without you i cant breath?
Im able to carry heavy loads,
But ‘A Pain In My Soul’ seems to bring me so low.
I keep it all bottled inside,
In hopes that one day you’ll see i do try.
I cry while you sleep,
Wishin that you’ll see past all of my insecurities.

Never sayin a word cause if the love is truly there,
Then it’ll speak for itself first.
You may feel i’m not the one but Lord knows i’m not the worst.
I loved you when it all begun, even if it seems like it’s now cursed.
Although times are tough and i’m not livin right,
you’ll always be my light,
FOR YOU I’D GIVE MY LIFE!

The reason why i love you is cause your touch makes me high.
And everytime I kiss your lips it feels more than right.
Now… I wanna be with you, not cause of the things that you do for me,
But for everytime I wake up and your the first thing i see.

I didn’t jump into this thinkin it’ll be a smooth ride,
I just think that the roads are kinda bumpy from drivin on the wrong side.
Is this something we can fix or are you out of gas?
Best believe im tired too but im tryin to make last,
Past all of the wrong turns and dead ends.
This ain’t a game, we’re far from where we bagan.
But if it were, I’d sho as hell reset and start all over again.

Have you ever felt a silent touch? You know the ones I’m
talking about.Day’s go by and with one gentle breeze you might have felt it.

It could of been just like any other night as your walking through life there
it is again.You might of felt it.

Whenever or wherever you felt it it always seem to make you smile.It is those
special times in life that when you at your lowest point out of the blue comes
that silent touch.

One that lifts your spirits and shows you a way back to calmness.It is those
times you wonder where they come from.Is it just the wind blowing at the right
moment or is it something much deeper.

I’ve always thought when your down on your luck and when life seem to come
crashing form all sides someone was thinking of you.That is when you would feel
that silent touch.

One with no words .You can never explain how it found you but it always seems
to.You feel there hands rest upon your shoulders.You want so badly to turn
around and see them but you don’t want to ruin the moment.

So you stand there and inhale all there love.They always know when you feel
down and need them most.When you hurt they hurt,when you cry they cry,but above
all they are there for you no matter what distance they have to travel.

If your one of the lucky one’s you can hear them whisper in your ear.They tell
you that they are always within reach just close your eyes think of me and I’ll
be there.

It is true I’ve felt these silent touches.When night time falls around me is
seems I always close my eyes and wish for that one touch.One that cuddles into
me, breathes with me and holds me tight.Without warning without a sense of
knowing I know that touch is coming from miles away .

I wait patiently for it to arrive as now It’s a feeling I can’t live
without.It’s a touch I long to feel.It has taken me to places I’ve never been
before.

This silent touch forever holds they key to my heart.When these touches become
my reality and no longer my dreams I know what reasons that they always manange
to find me.

They were sent to me from a Love that has always been there .A Love I never
thought exsisted.One that will stand the test of time and be there.One I’m so
proud to say thank-you to.

One I would promise the heavens to for she diserves nothing
less………Thank-you for your silent touch it has saved me yet again….I
hope to be given the same chance to return that "Silent Touch"……..

A friend in need is a friend indeed

You wondered how you’d make it through. I
wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love
to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only
thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m
happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going
to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to
smile.

"Love is a portion of the soul itself,
and it is of the same nature as the
celestial breathing of the atmosphere of paradise."

"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."

"The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved,
loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves."

"The reduction of the universe to a single being,
the expansion of a single being even to God, this is love."

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

Nobody likes to re-live bad experiences. But sometimes reading or
thinking or writing about them helps us cope with the sad times. And if
we pull through .. just make it to the other side, there will be happy
times once again. So many times we cannot see past the moment. But we
must get through! The quotes in this section are those that are about
love that didn’t quite turn out the way we would have liked it to or
love quotes that are simply sad. Many times reading such passages help
us understand or deal with what we have experienced.

” Love can never give too much, But those of us who love Can give in too much.”

-Kim Nova